I supposed I should explain why I titled this "Discovering Me." I've always been the friend who looses herself in relationships. Not just romantic relationships, friendships as well. I forget who I am, what I believe in and so forth. I this, I've lost a lot of who I am as well as set myself up for major heartbreak. I also tend to trust people easy, too easy. So here I am, post major blowups with good friends, post me being a total bitch for no reason, and post me caring what others think about me (at least I'm pretending I don't care). The past year has been spent with many ups and downs, but mostly figuring out me. The real me. Not some robot morphed into the person I think others want me to be. Some days are easier than others as are all changes. I spend a lot of time chanting to myself (yes, I said chanting) to remember who I want to be.
Well, the kiddo is screaming because we're attempting to give up the binkie. Thus far, she's winning this battle of wills.
'till next time!
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